You know how they say, “don’t let your bad days trick you into thinking you have a bad life” Hmmmm I have been trying to remind myself of that lately
See since this Pandemic started, I don’t want to sound ungrateful but Argh the universe has just been against me.
Just in case you haven’t noticed it yet, yes this is a complaining post. Yes, I am complaining. This is the purpose of this my blog after all
You know when you feel like everything is just going wrong. Every aspect of your life is just not going the way it is supposed to go. Its like God has forgotten me or what. Or is he not hearing my prayers, or he’s punishing me. Sometimes I wonder if I’m cursed or if any of my parents are and its just following me because I can’t think of anything in this life that I could have done, that would justify this hardship. I AM TIRED.
See I am ready to be a baby girl and live the baby girl lifestyle. I am tired of working on my own and hustling and having to spend my own money. I am tired of adulthood. It’s a scam. My mother warned me but I refused to listen. Hell even my dad warned me and I still didn’t heed to his advice. I should have stayed in my mother’s womb.
What I want now is just to relax and be taken care off. I am ready to shake my ass on a yacht in Dubai. In a thong (Shoutout to Nella Rose). I am ready to put my feet up and just sip on some overpriced champagne and do nothing. I am ready for someone to take my responsibilities and make them theirs.
Ok fine, I’m getting carried away by my dramatics, but you get the point.
It just feels like no matter how much I pray, no matter how much I worship, it keeps falling on deaf ears. All my mates are legit moving forward in life. At least that’s what it feels like. My mates that are doing it, do they have two heads and yes, I said that in the most African way possible.
You see that quote about not being tricked into thinking you’re having a bad life, yeah please someone should take it upon themselves to remind me because it sure as hell seems like it.
Normally, I would tell you to chin up and read Isaiah 41:10, which I still am. However I need that chinning up as well because my chin is definitely not up !
One day at a time 