Fears

I’m scared of the future

I’m scared to fail

I’m scared of not living up to my full potential

I’m scared I’m never going to find a man to accept me and my son FULLY

I’m scared of traumatizing my son

I’m scared of being broke forever 😂😂 (this is a serious fear)

I’m scared of my mum dying before i can take care of her financially

I’m scared of disappointing my mum. But I already have

I’m scared of losing myself while being a mum

I’m scared of my intrusive thoughts

I’m scared those intrusive thoughts might just win one day

I’m scared I’ll settle in my career

I’m scared I’ll never graduate

I’m scared I’ll turn into those “bitter” mothers because I chose a deadbeat to father my child

I’m scared of not being enough. Not doing enough. But I already do so much, or do I not?

I’m scared of running out of time.

I am tired.

My heart is palpitating.

I’m having an anxiety attack but damn will I wake up at 5:30am having to face the world alone. Full of fear. Fatigue. Exhaustion. Yet fully functional.